"It took me a little while to realize that I shouldn't postpone any sense of joy over concern for Rami's condition. You know, at first, you're just so fearful, you know. And then after a while, that- I just got weary of that. And I just thought, it was just coming up in me, and it's like man, I'm thrilled to death! You know, here's our little son. You know, wow! I don't know what's happening tomorrow, but you know, he's here right now, and he looks at me in the eye, and I look at him in the eye, and he acts like a little baby and does baby things, and he's a little human being, and this is our son. And man, I am thrilled to death, you know?"